October 3⃣1⃣st 👻🎃💀😂

Goodmorning 🍁. Happy Halloween 💀🎃👻. In Global 😹. Watching Zoey 1⃣0⃣1⃣❤️. Talking to babygirl Carmelina 💕. Watching Supernanny 👶👦👧. 5⃣9⃣more days until my birthday 🎉. Horoscope : If you find yourself in the middle of a faux pas at a meeting or work -related gathering , fall back on safer topics like favorite foods 🍕🍔🍟🍗🍖🍝, warm moments and funny high -school stories 💭😂. This is not a good time to try to trigger thoughtful introspection . Watching Full House 💛. No Bullshit 🙌😏. Crush didn't come to class again 😒. Tomorrow is November & Dawn of the Dead 💀. Goodnight 😂💀🎃👻✌️.

October3⃣0⃣th 😹💭😎💕👊

In earth science 😒😹. Played gym today 💪. Halloween tomorrow 💀🎃👻. 6⃣0⃣more days until my birthday 🎉. Future house litt with bestfriend 💕🙌👯🏡. Lunch with her tomorrow 👌. Watching The Simpsons 💛. Wore green today 💚but it reminds me of the time when Me & Kevin wore that color the same day 😒. Took two quartleys and started one in Ela 4⃣th period 👎. Headache 👿. Global was mad funny today with my teacher 😹❤️. Hot Nigga 🙌🔥🎼. Whoso neglects leaning in his youth , Loses the past and is dead 💀for the future -Euripides. Horoscope : Your promising new project could be on hold because of the constant brikering of two of your workers partners . If you want to resolve it , give them complimentary responsiblities that do not compete , and which work with their own unique working styles . Talking to BBJ 🌸(Erica ) waiting for her reply 💭. Misunderstood 💀. Life is too short & you only live once to live by the rules 🍂. Niggas want respect but niggas ain't earn that yet 👊. Now you wanna be free so I left you fly 🍃, cause I know my heart 💞babe our love will never die 💀~Mariah Carey 🙌. Keep your head up love💙. Smile 😊, this ones for you . I ain't tryna ruin your life , if anything I just want to make it right 👍. I see more for you 👀, and you ain't gotta have no fear ☝️, no I'll always be here for you 💜and I know you many not end up with me . But I'm just saying you deserve better ✨; you deserve all the love 💗; you deserve all the care 💘; you deserve all that & more 💎; you deserve to laugh 😂; Baby you deserve to smile 😃; You deserve the best of everything 👑💖; you deserve better 💕. Goodnight 💭🍃✌️💕👌.

October 2⃣9⃣th 💕😒💥❌

Talking to Carmelina 💕& Valeria 😻on kik 💭. School called my house 🏡😒. Was marked absent in Math idk why Mr Ramos is bugging like I took the notes for the quartley exam I don't understand 👿. Watching The Simpsons 💛. Almost Halloween 🎃👻. You will be my vixen ❌. My bed will be your stage , you will get the spotlight all night 🌟each and everytime we play . Yesterday's Quote : He who is afraid to ask is ashamed of learning -Danish Proverb . A powerful idea communicates some of it's strength to him who challenges it 💥-Marcel Proust . Future house litt 🙌🏡with bestfriend 💕👯6⃣1⃣more days until my birthday 🎉.Goodnight 💤💤💤🌟✌️. 

October 2⃣8⃣th

Goodmorning 🌞. In Global 😁. In earth science 😒😂.In lunch 😂with her aka Carmelina💕. In gym 💪day almost over finally 😊. Almost Halloween 🎃👻😒. 6⃣2⃣ more days until my birthday 🎉. At my house with the sister 👯. Future house litt with her 🏡🙌. iPad about to die 💀. Goodnight 😒🌙✨✌️.

October 2⃣7⃣th✨🌙😴😐💀💤

Goodmorning 👋. Up early 😴. Watching The Nanny ❤️. Almost Halloween 🎃👻. Thought I told you not to trust these hoes ✖️. Say they love you 💕when you know they don't . Say the will , but shit , you know they won't . Yeah you hear me 👂, but you don't feel me though . A girl knows her limits ✋, a wise girl knows she has none 👐. The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets 😺💭. I think a lot of things & never speak a word 🙊💭. The kindest hearts have felt the most pain 💀🔪. Just got home from the deli 🏡. Watching Spongebob & doing hw 😔📝. Side crush aka boothang lightskin😏 wasn't in class 👎because he skipped with another guy in my class and ended up at McDonalds as I heard that 👂. Watching Girl Code 💕. Smile through the pain 😊. I'm sleepy 😴. 6⃣3⃣more days until my birthday 🎉. There are worse crimes than burning books 🔥📖. One of them is not reading them 📒-Ray Bradbury . Goodnight ✌️✨🌙💤💤💤. 

October 2⃣6⃣th ✌️✨😎🌙

Goodmorning 🌞. Up early 😴. Watching Bob's Burgers 🍔. Watching The Simpsons 💛. Almost Halloween 🎃. 6⃣4⃣more days until my birthday 🎉. Reality is wrong 💀, dreams are for real 💭. Smooth seas do not make skillful sailors -African Proverb . Horoscope : You have inspirations that can help you improve your career and social prospects 👥,but your ideas may be a little ahead of their time 🕕,and your energy is all over the map ⚡️🗾. You need to slow down and take things one step at a time 🚶if you are to manifest your potential . Goodnight 🌙✌️✨. 

October 2⃣5⃣th 💤💤💭💥

Homecoming today but sadly I can't go because I can't be out on weekends 😔. Watching Boy Meets World 🌍. Maybe one day we"ll find the place to where our dreams and reality collide ✨. I'm stuck in a dream but my eyes are wide open 👀. Watching Girl Meets World 🌏. I could be bad all on my own 💁. You're gone and I gotta stay high all the time to keep you off my mind 🚬💨💭. Difficult roads often lead to beautiful destinations 🌀. My happy little pill 💊, take me away 🍃. Dry my eyes 👀,bring color to my skies 🌈. Watching Mean Girls 🎀. You gave me some feelings that I will never forget 💬. Breathe , Beathe me in 💨, taste my words 🔠, let me blow your mind 💭. You're the glitter in the darkness of my world🌑 ✨🌎. I can feel the danger inside 💀but it makes me feel so alive 😻. I'm driving the fast line going insane with you 🚗🌀. Horoscope : There are big changes coming in your career . Your boss or an important client has been impressed with your knowledge 📚, wisdom 💭or your recent handling of an important project and will be giving you some important action items to take on soon 💥. You got me wrapped around your finger 👆, all those beautiful lies with your beautiful eyes 👀then your beautiful smile 😺. I wonder if anyone ever looks at me 👀& thinks wow 🙀, she's beautiful 💕🌹. Watching Martin 💙. Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep 🌙, little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories 💭. Dive in my heart like you dive in the pool 💘🏊. So tell me you love me 💞, only for tonight 🌚even though you don't love me 💔. My name is your mouth that's familiar 😏💭. I'm Rollin sweets 🍡🍫🍬🍭🍦🎂🍰🍪. I'm smoking sour 🚬. Married to the game 💍. One day you'll remember how much I loved you ❤️. And you'll hate yourself for letting me go 👌. I've been in love 💛, it's painful 💉, pointless 👽& overrated ❌. You'd never thought that I would go this far you said potential color never last this long ⭕️. Watching Run House 🏡. Goodnight ✌️🌙🌑✨. 

October 2⃣4⃣th😪💀✨🌚

Goodmorning 👿. iPad about to die soon dub 😡. Pep Rally 💥. Not wearing all black but my leather jacket will count ✊. Ex talking shit about me 😭and sister 👭doesn't even tell me she was like I promise that I wouldn't tell like really though knowing that I'm not strong and always wanna kill myself also I tell her everything that happens to me 😪🔫. Talking to CJ Sauve aka Carolina boo 💕waiting for her to reply 😐. She answered 😊. Watching Zoey 1⃣0⃣1⃣💙. I will speak ill of no man , and speak all the good I know of everybody -Benjamin Franklin . Watching Americn Dad 💚. Kissin On My Tattoos 💋💉. Myles hugged me today 😏but he looked mad 😔. Watching Family Guy ❤️. Goodnight 😪✨🌚✌️.

October 2⃣3⃣rd 😏☔️👿

Goodmorning ☔️. Watching Drake & Josh 💙. In music🎼. Headache👿. Side crush talked to me today durning Reading 😏💕. Watching ICarly 💕. Me : Hi I'm Kristyn . Him : Hello 😊. I'm Zion . Me : What"s up and are you single ❓. I think your cute 😉. Him : Aww thanks , Yea I'm Single , but I'm now looking for any type of realtionship yet 😄. Me : oh let me know . Him : Aight 😃. Me : Do you have ig or kik . Him :@pooddahh . He followed me back on ig and liked my recent selfie that I posted on there omg 😱. Hold You Down😤. Hot Nigga 🙌🔥. Future house litt with the sis 💕👏🏡. What should young people do with their lives today ? . Many things , obviously . But the most daring thing is to create stable communities in which the terrible disease of loneliness can be cured -Kurt Vonnegut Jr . 6⃣7⃣more days until my birthday 🎉. Pep Rally tomorrow ❗️/Blackout means that everyone wears black 🌑. Almost Halloween 🎃. Talking to BBJ 🌸( Erica 💜) I missed her today in reading 😔. Hug Me , Love Me ❤️, The only person that hoves above me 👐. Honey Blossom 🍯💛. Be different 🌟. Burn it up 🔥. Girl make it hot like the roof is on fire 🔥❗️. Shackled in my embrace ✨. Watching Family Guy 💚. Goodnight 💤💤😴😈👌. 

October 2⃣2⃣nd✨💥😎☔️

Goodmorning ☔️. In music 🎶with no teacher 😏. He is here now . Was at my sis house 🏡before I got kicked out 😒. Doing Castle Learning 💻. Chip came back yo he is annoying but funny 😂.6⃣8⃣ more days until my birthday 🎉. Offguards I look ugly🙈😂Photo Creds with CJSauve 💕aka Carolina boo ♥️. Headache 👿. Still doing my hair 💁. Saw Justin and he said hi but I didn't like the way he said it to me 👋. Saw Myles but he didn't say hi to me 😔. Saw a puppy afterschool while I was walking home  🚶🐶. Watching Full House 💜. A leader is someone who demonstrates what's possible -Mark Yarnell . I'm both happy 😺& sad 😔. And I'm still trying to figure out how that could be . Everything has beauty 🌸, but not everyone can see it 👀. School didn't call my house again 🏡😋. Courage doesn't always roar 🐯. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says , I'll try again tomorrow ✨. Throw🔙Thursday tomorrow . Just trying to be a good girl 👼in a world 🌍full of bad bitches 💁. Love isn't blind 👀, it only sees 👀what it matters 💞. Roses are red 🌹, violets are blue 💐💙, faces like your belong in the zoo🎭🐵but don't be mad . I'll be there too , not in a cage but laughing at you 😹. If life's a dream ✨then call this insomnia 💢. Because this ain't wonderland and it damn sure ain't Narnia . Everything I been through 💥should have killed me 🔪, that's why there's really nothing you could tell me . Goodnight 😎👊💥✨😏. 

October 2⃣1⃣st 💕💀😒😪

Goodmorning 💕. Watching Drake & Josh ♥️. In math with no teacher 😏but the opps outside the class . English next period 👿. 6⃣9⃣more days until my birthday 👊🎉. Sub now came through the class 😐. Watching Catfish 💙. Watching The Simpsons 💛. You think you want to die 💀but in reality you just want to be saved ✨. Pep Rally this Friday 🔥. Nobody wanna see us together , but it don't matter cause I got you 💞. Talking to BBJ 💕. Weightroom tomorrow 9⃣th period 💪. To meet at all , one must open ones eyes 👀to another ; and there is no true conversation no matter how many words are spoken , unless the eye , unless the eye , unveiled and listening 👂,opens itself to the other ~Jessamyn West . Sweet like Sugar Venmon 👺. You're the king 👑and , baby I'm the queen of disaster 👑😈. Saw the side crush durning reading 😚. I deadass need to talk to him like I need to stop being afraid to face my fear like BBJ says ( Erica 💜) . No Bullshit 🔥🙌🎤. iPad about to die 👽. Can't charge though because my mother wants to be difficult like always when I ask her 👩😒. Idk if I'm bring it to school tomorrow 😫. Port with the sis Friday 💕👯😏. Almost Halloween 🎃.Future house litt 🔥🏡. Goodnight ✨😪✌️.

October 20th 💤💤✌️👊

Gotta stay high all my life to forget im missing you . No matter what I'll always keep a smile on my face threw good times & bad times . Sincere compliments cost nothing and can accomplish much . In any relationship , they are the applause that refreshes -Steve Goodier . Halloween is coming up 🎃. Bored or whatever . I should be going to sleep right now 😴. Goodnight ✌️💤💤. 7⃣0⃣days until my birthday 🎉👊. 

October 1⃣9⃣th 😴✨

Watching Dog with a Blog 🐶💭. 7⃣1⃣more days until my birthday 😔🎉. Your lips are like wine 👄🍸& I want to get drunk 🍺. Watching Kid Danger 💥. True humility is being able to accept criticisms as graciously as we accept compliments ~Sabrina Newby. Watching The Simpsons 💛. Hope she forgives me tomorrow 😔. I'll be right by your side till 3⃣0⃣0⃣5⃣🔐💕. 1⃣0⃣-1⃣6⃣-1⃣4⃣ 😏jk😂. Watching Family Guy 💙. Goodnight ✨😴. 

October 1⃣8⃣th💀✨🎼

Talking to BBJ 💕. Watching Lilo and Sitich aka Kendra "s favorite show 😭. Was watching Boy Meets World 🌍& My Cat from Hell earlier 🐱. Bored or whatever 😐. 7⃣2⃣ more days until my birthday 😔🎉. Watching The Simpsons 💛. I just think it's silly to be stingy with compliments . If you see 👀 someone and they strike you as beautiful in any way why not let them know ? ~Jill Scott . Goodnight 😔✌️✨🎼. 

October 17th 😭😭💀

Cramps shit 😒. Now I deadass don't have a sister anymore 👯 😭just because I sat on her ex"s lap but it was mistake like she knows I would never hurt her 😪. It was deadass not my fault I got up right away because I know how stupid I was to do that to her . All I know is that her ex better have said more because I really love her to death like she is the only person I always can go to and knows a lot about me😥. Feeling like cutting myself again 💀🔪. Project due Monday 👎. Watching Family Guy♥️. I don't know what to do anymore 😔. In pain but not bleeding heavily which is very weird ? . Head kinda hurts 💢. Everytime I go to N.p something always happens with me involving with drama like I don't understand . I"m ugly 👽. I guess I'm not going to the Port next Friday 😠. I was always there for her even what happened yesterday and other times too. I always had her back while everyone else in her grade didn't and was talking shit /being fake to her . I always gave her food 🍕🍔🍟🍗. Watching The Cleveland Show 💙. 7⃣3⃣more days until my birthday 😔. I really don't wanna my sister aka my Bestfriend to be mad at me 💕👯, Now Idk who I'm sitting next to durning Pep Rally next Friday 💀.Goodnight ✌️👎😭.

October 16th ♥

Today was okay ♥️ . Now me & Strawberry aka Chelsea  are cousins ♥️ .  Walked with Bae aka Myles in the halls before I went to Gym and he went to reading . Was watching Halloweentown High . Learning is not attained by chance , it must be sought for with ardor and attended to with diligence ~ Abigail Adams . 74 more days until my birthday ! #17 . Happy Birthday Valeria ♥ . Goodnight . 

October 15th

Took PSAT  earlier . It was okay . I'm tight that I was marked absent in Music & Math like did they think that people were gonna show up ? . Where they drunk or nah ? . Not getting my IPad anytime soon :P . School just called :( . 75 more days until my birthday ! . Make me your precious diamond !. Had my reading teacher as my testing teacher .  Yesterday's Quote : To thrive in life you need three bones . A wish bone . A backbone . And a funny bone ~Reba McEntire .I will be generous with my love today ♥️ . I will sprinkle compliments and uplifting words everywhere I go . I will do this knowing that my words are like seeds and when they fall on fertile soil , a reflection of those seeds will grown into something greater -  Steve Maraboli . Goodnight .

October 14th

Today was okay . Went to the Social Worker today during Gym . Ion got a phone but I bet you'll get the message . Bored or whatever ........ Goodnight because I have PSAT tomorrow like I don't wanna take that shit but I have no choice .

October 13th

We know what we are , but know not what we may be - William Shakespeare . It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light -Aristotle  Onassis . Change your thoughts and you change your world - Norman Vincent Peale. Yesterday's Quote : I like nonsense , it wakes up the brain cells . Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living , It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope . Which is what I do , And that enables you to laugh at life's realities - Theodore Seuss Geisel .Saturday's Quote : Humor brings insight and tolerance . Irony brings a deeper and less friendly understanding - Agnes Repplier . I fuck your man crush Monday ;) . 77 more days I'm 17 :) .  Dealing with backstabbers , there was one thing I learned . They're only powerful when you got your back turned - Eminem . Trust is hard to come by . That's why my circle is small & tight . I'm kind of funny about making new friends .

October 12th

She comes off as strong, but maybe she fell asleep crying. she acts like nothing is wrong, but maybe she's just really good at lying. Was watching Lilo & Stitch . No school tomorrow because of Columbus Day . PSAT this Wednesday . I really don't wanna take it but I have no choice . Try to be a rainbow in someone 's cloud ~Maya Angelou . Believe you can and you're halfway there - Theodore Roosevelt . Put your heart , mind and soul into even your smallest acts . This is the secret of  success `Swami Sivananada . Goodnight . 

 

October 11th

Girl the way you movin got me in a trance .  Baby you sexy , your voice is so lovely . Yesterday's Quote : You grow up the day you have your first real laugh at yourself -Ethel Barrymore ."Giving up doesn't mean you are weak , sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let it go .Hate on me I can care less , wanna be my friend okay that's cool if your gonna be fake to me get out , tf you friend for in the first place . We'll haters gotta hate , other people just love I'm the type that loves but I could also be the one that hates .  Off this bye guys :( .I'm back on here . Was watching Girl Code . Keep your head up even in the hardest times . The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched -they must be felt with the heart~Helen Keller . I can't change the direction of the wind but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination -Jimmy Dean . Cause I don't give a fuck . Nothing is impossible , the word itself says I'm possible ! ~Audrey Hepburn . Goodnight . 

October 10th

Watching Girl Meets World ❤️. Watching Jessie ❤️.  Almost got written up today just because Mr . Ramos thought I was cheating on the test with a phone . Went to Guidance today between 3rd & 4th period because i found out that my Earth Science teacher called the office that's how i ended up down there . She found out that I was skipping Earth Science and that I'm falling the class , also family etc my mother . Hopefully grandpa talked to granny about my IPad . Probably not getting back but i came home early before 5pm , idk I will see what happens when he wakes up . Watching Full House ❤️. Taking the PSAT next week next Wednesday (10/15)  but the good part is that I leave early from the school . No school Monday because of Columbus Day . Watching Everybody Hates Chris . I'm never getting it back dub he took her side again ? :p . Watching The Simpsons . Also she was like I might get suspended or ISS for cutting class like my Earth Science teacher deadass dragged about it with that bullshit . Goodnight .#fucklike 

October 9th

Take a chance , because you might never know how absolutely perfect it could be . I got caught dub no IPad tomorrow :(. Finished math vocabulary . Getting off the book / computer and about to eat . Goodnight .

October 8th

My friend Makiah always gives me good advice❤️. Do not inflict your will . Just give love . The soul will take that love and put it where it can best be used -Emmanuel . Goodnight  

October 7th

11 weeks until I'm 17 ❤.  The smallest act of kindness is worth more than the grandest intention - Oscar Wilde . Yesterday's Quote : Ask yourself : Have you been kind today ? . Make kindness your modus operandi and change your world ~Annie Lennox . Today was okay well it was awkward kinda in 6th period because this all happen when I was playing fake Uno with my friends we was all laughing and having a good time until I had only 1 card left until Kimberly was calling for my attention and was like you should go say Hi to Myles aka Bae ;) but i was like nah and bugging out then her friend was i should do it and stuff . Finally i went with some of my friends so then i tapped him and i hugged him which sounds awkward but i mean i guess. Goodnight . 3 days until i get my IPad back litt!!!!

October 6th

Not worried about the basics . You can't change the past . You can only change the future . Talking to the sis ❤️but she is going to sleep but i see her still online :( . I kiss you in my dreams and we do other dirty things ;) . I may not be pretty but boy I'm enough to drive you crazy ❤️. Goodnight 

October 5th

The start is the end is the start . No sight , no love , no love  , no friends , no heart ~ sworn it . Watching Everybody Hates Chris ❤ . I want my IPad back :( . I'm scared to ask my grandma if i can have it back or not . Might get my IPad this week its litt Yasss ! that means no skipping or getting phone calls from the school that's gonna be difficult to handle but i know I can stay strong and do it ! . Goodnight . 

October 4th

Carry out a random act of kindness , with no expectation of reward , safe in the knowledge that one day someone might do the same for you ~Diana Spencer . Yesterday's Quote : We can live a life full and complete thinking our hearts ~Helen Hunt . Did I say you're all that matters to me anyways ? . Lies always come to the light . Thursday's Quote  : Fill each day with life and heart . There is no pleasure in the world comparable to the delight and satisfaction that a good person takes in doing good -John Tilloston . You broke me like a promise , & now I feel useless . Goodnight .

October 3rd

Bae Uno hugged me again during his lunch period again ;) even though he taken dub though :(  (6th period ). You got a gang of niggas all over you, but you all over here, on me . Saw side crush cutie when i was in my real lunch period ;( (8th period )but i need to talk to him though to make him Bae 2 or whatever .  I still fucks with you as if you were mine . I cannot lose you , because if I ever did I'd have lost my bestfriend ,my soulmate , my smile ,my laugh , my everything . Sexy isn't about boobs or butt . It's about the way you walk . The way you talk . The way you think . Stay classy & royal .Goodnight ❤️ . 

October 2nd

Today was okay but was feeling like shit all day , Happy Birthday Carmel  ❤️. Saw Bae there but I was being rude to him kinda because he was like oh i wasn't making eye contact with him but then i hugged him after so that was good . Watching Dog With A Blog ❤️.Watching Girl Meets World . Watching Jessie ❤️ . 

October 1st ( No School for me )

Eye looks better . I wanna go too school :(. Plan ruined because I really wanted to go too 6th period lunch today but I can't because I have to stay home dub . I should be returning to school tomorrow but lets see what happens . I felt really bad that I couldn't sit with my sis on the bus this morning she probably had to sit next to Kevin :p (ex-crush) . Watching Maury ❤️. You used to be thirsty for me but now you wanna be set free . Fake people don't surprise me anymore , real people do . How lovely to think that no one need wait a moment . We can start now , start slowly , changing the world . How lovely that everyone great and small , can make a contribution toward introducing justice straightaway . And you can always , always give something , even if it is only kindness ! ~Anne Frank .