January 7th 🌀

Goodmorning ☀️. You stole my heart 💋💕. Your not ugly society is . Haters can say what they want but there hate ain't going to make disappear are you stopping me from chasing my dreams I believe in miracles 🔮👏. Going to school soon yup . Yea goodbye for now ✌️Today was mad cold outside 💨like a lot of people didn't come to school even though I should have been one of them but oh well .  Watching The Simpsons 👌. I feel alone because it's like no one understands me or knows what I been thru in the past 😔.Maybe we can fly someday . I was never insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched . Challenges are what make life interesting and overcoming them is what makes life meaningfull . -Joshua J. Marine . Watching Full House ❤️.

January 4th ⚡️

Watching Spongebob 💛. Power is being told you are not loved and not being destroyed by it  -Madonna . They ignore you now , but they'll need you later . Courage doesn't always roar . Sometimes courage is the quiet voice . At the end of the day I'm always saying I will try again tomorrow . Watching The Thundermans ⚡️. Watching Sam & Cat . Hair is still not done 😔. Off this early goodnight .

December 23rd

Don't call me baby or babe unless I'm the only one you are calling that . 6 more days until my birthday . 2 more days until Christmas ! . We do not remember days , we remember moments . The rich of life lies in memories we have forgotten- Cesare Pavese .  Dying on the inside , looking fearless on the outside . No one makes a lock without a key , that's why god doesn't make problems without solutions . If You Leave Without A Reason Don't Bother Coming Back With An Excuse . Don't  Let Anyone Dull Your Sparkle . You May Say I'm A Dreamer , But I'm Not The Only One . Off this early Goodnight Everyone .

December 22nd

Good Afternoon . I feel sick and my throat hurts :( . Happy Birthday G. Hannelius  , Jaliene Yanes , Obey Tana ,  Ari Sanchez & Da'Famous Mark . Off this early won't be on for the rest of the day bye everyone will write more tomorrow. Hey guys im back . Make the choice to embrace this day . Do not let your TODAY be stolen by the ghost of yesterday or the TO- Do list of tomorrow ! It's inspiring to see all the wonderfully amazing that can happen in a day in which you participate - Steve Maraboli .

December 21st .

Good Morning ! . 8 more days until my birthday ♡. 4 more days until Christmas . If you fuel your journey on the opinions of others , you are going to run out of gas - Steve Maraboli . A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets - Titanic . I suffocate when your away from me , so much love you take from me , im blowing out of my mind . Hurt me with the truth , but never confront me with a lie . Never love anyone who treats you like you're ordinary - Oscar Wilde . Fuck you and your feelings . Good Afternoon .  Happy Birthday Kaytie Chicas , Lesly Taveras , Lester Sanchez & Andrew Taco . You can't play games with the female who made the rules . You are the only one I love . Love is just a word , until you finds someone to give it definition .  Felt so close , but you were far away . And I'll still humble , when I scream fuck you . Talking to my boo Ana Sanchez .I've fallen more in love with you , letting go of all I've held on too . Eating icecream ❤. People come and go . No one really knows anything but they think they got it all figured out . Worst Behavior - Drake ❤ . Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass ..... it's about learning to dance in the rain . I refuse to sink . Goodnight everyone . 

December 20th .

Today was alright . Forever undecided . I'm just a penny on a train waiting for my judgement day . Baby Girl you're a star , don't let em tell you you're not . Happy Birthday Jevel Saravia & Harim Velasquez . The Harder I Fall , The Higher I Can I Bounce Back Up .The prettiest smiles hide the secrets ,the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears , and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain. You Never Lose By Loving You Always Lose By Holding Back . I just wanna be with you forever . The Day You Become Mine , I Became Yours . I Don't Want Nobody Else , I just want you . I want be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye . Kiss me under the mistletoe :* . Life without you is like a broken pencil , there's no point . Sometimes it's the difficult decisions that mean the most . The way look should be a sin . I got meh a cheech , got me a beach , guess I'm living the life of a queen . Got my report card in the mail  today late afternoon  :( :p . Goodnight everyone .

December 19th

Today was alright :( . You don't know what can happen tomorrow . Life is like a novel ,isn't it ? I'ts filled with suspense . You never know what's going to happen until your turn the page - Sidney Sheldon . Sometimes in Life You Don't Get What You Want . Bitches can compete . I already got first place. This girl Bendianeve wanna talk shit about me and stuff and bringing up my past with Myles again like nah that pissed me off that you started saying that :p i should get her tomorrow but yea she is  so lucky im that nice cause or else i would talk mad shit but i won't . Yea during lunch before the bell was about to ring Carolina was like im gonna tell Myles that you love him then she typed it in her phone . Now i feel like she shouldn't have done that cause of what i told her one time about doing a favor with Kevin  but i still have mad love for you girl  .  Yea idk if he gonna stay anything to me tomorrow during reading because i had math sup which is Math Support (extra math class ) . So idk what im gonna do tomorrow about that i feel like i should skip that class but i don't wanna leave my friend Erica behind . Happy Birthday Jackie Santos , Jacky Rosales & Kobe Howlett . But yea im gonna see what happens tomorrow ? :O .Bored on Pandora . Off this early Goodnight everyone .

December 18th

Today was okay same like always . You Can Hate Me All You Want I Don't Give A Fuck . I'm Happy . I wore a dress to school today . 11 more days until my birthday . 7 more days until X-mas . Happy Birthday Bridgit Mendler & Josselyn . I'm sorry I made a mistake but most of all im sorry I made it with you . I stay high because the world is so low . Our lives are the only meaningful expression of what we believe and in whom we believe . And the only real wealth for any us , lies in our faith .- Gordon B. Hinckley .  Forget The Past and Focus On Your Future . Omg my boo lol Myles hugged me in our reading class ❤, but we don't go out though .Take yourself a picture when I'm standing at mound , and I swear it's going down , I;m just reppin for my town off a cup of CJ Gibson , .man I'm faded off the brown and im easily influenced by the niggas im around .No Matter How Hard The Past . You Can Always Begin Again . Pinky promise that i'll never hurt you , you just got to leave him and i will protect you - Baby Cris . Trust is like an eraser , it gets smaller after every mistake . Goodnight everyone . 

December 17th

Today was okay same like always . Tell me about it . Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways . Self confidence is the most attractive quality a person can have . How can anyone see how awesome you are if you can't see it yourself ? -Unknown . Everything has changed . Enjoy life while you can all the haters and the shit takers . Keep your head up, God gives his hardest battles to the strongest soldiers . Take those dreams and makes them all come true . 12 more days until my birthday :) . 8 more days until X-mas . Don't keep promises that you can't keep . No Bullshit - Chris Brown on repeat ❤. I'd rather die enormous than live dormant that's how we on it . Goodnight everyone 

December 16th

Happy Birthday Caleb Justino and Happy Birthday to my ex Jonathan :p . I've Learned That Its Not What I Have In My Life , But Who I Have In My Life That counts .  I'm on my cramps again :( . In my mind im a fighter , my heart's a lighter , my soul is the fluid , my flow sparks it right up . Progress is impossible without change , & those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything . I've Learned  That It's Not What I Have In My Life , But Who I Have IN My That care . Goodnight everyone 

December 15th

We only live once . We all have an expiration date after that we will never come again . I am not saying that to make you sad . I am saying that so you can cherish each moment in your life and be grateful that you are here and you are special - Pablo . True Love is like ghosts , which everybody talks about but few have seen . If you a Hustler and you Broke then why you going Home ? Even if you gotta get out here and Grind All Alone -Lil Snupe . Insecurity will bring you no where in life . Feeling down won't solve your problems . I always have this fear that one day , You are going to discover that I'm not as great as you once thought I was .  14 more days until my birthday :) . 10 more days until Christmas .

December 14th

Good Afternoon guys . R.I.P about the remembering  lost of Sandy Hook Elementary School :( . Follow my other tumblr : http://staystrongyourawesome.tumblr.com/ .
R.I.P❤ #RP from instagram People tend to be generous when sharing their nonsense , fear and ignorance .
And while they seem quite eager to feed you their negativity . please remember that sometimes the diet we need to be on is a spiritual and emotional one .  Be cautious with what you feed you mind and soul . Fuel yourself with positivity  and let that fuel propel you into positive action . - Steve Maraboli . I'm sad that im not getting a phone for Christmas cause of the same reason . 15 more days until my birthday :) .11 more days until Xmas . It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop - Confucius . Give me something to make him stay. Your eyes are like starlight now . Lost in a simple game .

December 13th .

Today was okay . Omg Myles hugged me right near me my class today lol but he is a flirt like that but i guess . Carolina & Shyanna still got jokes about that Justin shit like nah boos .Fuck Excuses, Learn to admit when you fuck up . Bitch you mad cause his mine . Give freely to the world these gifts of love and compassion . Do not concern yourself with how much you receive in return , just know in your heart it will be returned - Steve Maraboli . At first you were my only dream , Then you became reality , Now your just a worthless memory . I am physically , mentally and emotionally tired . Had munchkins in keyboarding . I'm gonna miss my keyboarding teacher Mrs. Williams she is  mad nice though but she isn't leaving forever :( btw thanks gurl for the munchkins see you in March . 12 more days until Christmas . Off this Goodnight everyone .

December 12th

Today was okay. Don't Like Me ??Have A Seat With The Rest Of The Bitches Waiting For Me To Give a Fuck. When I look back on my life, I see pain, mistakes and heartache. When I look in the mirror, I see strength, learned lessons, and pride in myself.There is always that one person that makes you smile no matter what and that person happens to be you . "Life's a comedy for those who think, and a tragedy for those who feel" - Horace Walpole. Don't say I love you unless you mean it because i might do something, like believe it. Let's get faded, call your job and say you can't make it.I am what you want .People who have a religion should be glad, for not everyone has the gift of believing in heavenly things. You don’t necessarily even have to be afraid of punishment after death; purgatory, hell, and heaven are things that a lot of people can’t accept, but still a religion, it doesn't matter which, keeps a person on the right path. It isn't the fear of God but the upholding of one’s own honor and conscience. How noble and good everyone could be if, every evening before falling asleep, they were to recall to their minds the events of the whole day and consider exactly what has been good and bad. Then, without realizing it you try to improve yourself at the start of each new day; of course, you achieve quite a lot in the course of time. Anyone can do this, it costs nothing and is certainly very helpful. Whoever doesn't know it must learn and find by experience that: “A quiet conscience makes one strong!”— Anne Frank”. Met 10th grader @_gabrielx from instagram in person he cute though lol ;) .  _Every dark night , there's a brighter day . My ex crush Kevin got his surgery i would say hope you feel better but we both don't like each other anymore and plus we had that  argument so yup feel better fake ex husband lmfao see you next year  i will always have feelings for you in someway . 

December 11th

Happy Birthday Beatriz ♡ . Today was okay like always :) Carolina & Shyanna was jokes at lunch like i really don't like Justin ,like they need to understand that deadass :p but i still love them but i only had Carolina for lunch toady . Love is our true destiny . We do not final the meaning of life by ourselves alone - , We find it with another . -Thomas Merton . I was born to make mistakes not to fake perfection . Nothing was the same . A smile shines brighter then a diamond . Lesson is never go back to an old love . I remembered  you forgot I cried , You laughed I cared , you didn't  I moved on , you realized .Call me cursed or just call me blessed, if you can't handle my worst you ain't getting' my best. So take me or leave me. I'll never be perfect, but trust me I'm worth it.My words may not impress you, but my actions will.Not gonna let no one bring me down SMILING . 18 more days until my birthday =) . Goodnight everyone . 

December 10th

Today was okay . Had a snowball fight afterschool with Kendra & others at Joseph's casa . Bitch Your Only Alive Cause It's Illegal To Kill You . Take the risk and have no regrets . Lunch always be jokes with them niggas :) . This morning i was being mad stupid because i was saying that there was pee on the floor and me and my friend Ana were laughing but it really wasn't pee it was soda  .“I learned…that inspiration does not come like a bolt, nor is it kinetic, energetic striving, but it comes into us slowly and quietly and all the time, though we must regularly and every day give it a little chance to start flowing, prime it with a little solitude and idleness.— Brenda Ueland .When you put the pieces together and you finally get it Bitches claim that they got " hands " but when its about that time , they be like nah i don't want no problems . Bored :p . Off this early because i have nothing really else to say Goodnight everyone . Btw also Myles touched my hair and called me boo lol ;) 

December 9th

Today was okay . Didn't go to LR again might go tomorrow but i will see how i feel . Happy Birthday Raylynn Carifelle ♡. Doing Science hw . Done with the hw .  Finding happiness should not be seen as finding a needle in a haystack. Happiness is within. Each day is a blessing that brings an abundance of happiness. Therefore, finding happiness should be like finding a gift in a stack of gifts.— Steve Maraboli . This bum was cute trying to hack my facebook like nah boo x: . Spread The Peace . Take it off m lets just touch . 20 days until my birthday :) . I think when you're young you're hoping that this person will be the right one ,  the one you're going to be in love with forever , but sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn't really there . -Johnny Depp . I Rather live telling the truth then be judged for my mistakes . Goodnight everyone 

December 7th

Goodmorning everyone :) . Its almost afternoon here in New York . I'm getting hungry yup about to eat soon .Yea off this early bye everyone . Never apologize for saying what you feel because that's like saying ; sorry for being real #Facts . Let others led small lives , but not you... Let others argue over small things , but not you ... Let others cry over small hurts, but else's hands , but not you .-Jim Robn . 22 days until my birthday =) . You're trying to save me , stop holding your breath . Faith keeps you going the right way . Whisper dirty secrets while I'm pulling on your hair .Sometimes you have to cry in order to smile in the end . Even though im fed , I gotta keep my head up . Check out my other blog : http://imalwayshungry15.blogspot.com/ . Off this for the night early Goodnight everyone

December 5th

Today was okay . Hanged with my niggas again :) . Happy Birthday Kiyon & Obey Diamond Cx .Double Period today x: . Say you're moving on , well I guess that' the motion . Live for today , plan for tomorrow , party tonight . We are all ordinary . We are all boring . We are all spectacular . We are all shy . We are all bold . We are all heroes . We are all helpless . It just depends on the day - Brad Meltzer . Goodnight everyone .

December 4th❤

Happy Birthday to my boos Nikita & Erica ❤ . Hanged out with my niggas today :) . Can't wait till my birthday in 25 days  ❤  . Myles said hey to me again c: ;). Bumping (y) . Today i saw i thot list that someone showed me on their phone in the boys bathroom during English 10th period .The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know . One fake friend can do more harm than 10 enemies. Yea im hurt deep inside but rather not slow it and just smile our most significant opportunities will be found in times of greatest difficulty . -Tomas S . Monson . Now my life is sweet like cinnamon like a fucking dream i'm living in . You make me so happy . Please don't go . Trust Nobody . You're the reason I smile now . I can careless what you , or anybody else says . I just have to move on , even though I don't want to . A confident girl is never jealous . Don't judge someone you don't know . Goodnight everyone .