January 7th 🌀

Goodmorning ☀️. You stole my heart 💋💕. Your not ugly society is . Haters can say what they want but there hate ain't going to make disappear are you stopping me from chasing my dreams I believe in miracles 🔮👏. Going to school soon yup . Yea goodbye for now ✌️Today was mad cold outside 💨like a lot of people didn't come to school even though I should have been one of them but oh well .  Watching The Simpsons 👌. I feel alone because it's like no one understands me or knows what I been thru in the past 😔.Maybe we can fly someday . I was never insane except upon occasions when my heart was touched . Challenges are what make life interesting and overcoming them is what makes life meaningfull . -Joshua J. Marine . Watching Full House ❤️.

January 5th 🎈

Watching the Nanny 💫.Talking to my sister 🌺👭. Happy Birthday too my girl Ashley ❤. Listening to music on my IPad ❤.Talking to my bestfriend 💋👯👯.Talking to Cynitha 🌹. Watching Good Luck Charlie and music 😏🎵.Watching Bob"s Burgers 🍔🍟.Bored 😔. School tomorrow 😬. New Year , New Drama all over again 👿but I will always have my friends , bestfriend & sister 😏💫💋. Watching Family Guy ❤️😎. Off this for the night . Goodnight everyone 🌑💫.

Happy Birthday To Me 👏🎈🎉😻

I'm finally 16 years old 👌😎👏. Should be getting my permit in a few months 😊. Bored . Yesterday"s Quote : I love living . I have some problems with my life , but living is the best thing they"ve come up with so far . -Neil Simon . Don't worry about being worried . You're heading out on adventure and you can always change your mind along the way and try something else -Tracey Kidder . Watching Spongebob 😀. Goodnight everyone 🌚.

December 23rd

Don't call me baby or babe unless I'm the only one you are calling that . 6 more days until my birthday . 2 more days until Christmas ! . We do not remember days , we remember moments . The rich of life lies in memories we have forgotten- Cesare Pavese .  Dying on the inside , looking fearless on the outside . No one makes a lock without a key , that's why god doesn't make problems without solutions . If You Leave Without A Reason Don't Bother Coming Back With An Excuse . Don't  Let Anyone Dull Your Sparkle . You May Say I'm A Dreamer , But I'm Not The Only One . Off this early Goodnight Everyone .

December 21st .

Good Morning ! . 8 more days until my birthday ♡. 4 more days until Christmas . If you fuel your journey on the opinions of others , you are going to run out of gas - Steve Maraboli . A woman's heart is a deep ocean of secrets - Titanic . I suffocate when your away from me , so much love you take from me , im blowing out of my mind . Hurt me with the truth , but never confront me with a lie . Never love anyone who treats you like you're ordinary - Oscar Wilde . Fuck you and your feelings . Good Afternoon .  Happy Birthday Kaytie Chicas , Lesly Taveras , Lester Sanchez & Andrew Taco . You can't play games with the female who made the rules . You are the only one I love . Love is just a word , until you finds someone to give it definition .  Felt so close , but you were far away . And I'll still humble , when I scream fuck you . Talking to my boo Ana Sanchez .I've fallen more in love with you , letting go of all I've held on too . Eating icecream ❤. People come and go . No one really knows anything but they think they got it all figured out . Worst Behavior - Drake ❤ . Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass ..... it's about learning to dance in the rain . I refuse to sink . Goodnight everyone . 

December 20th .

Today was alright . Forever undecided . I'm just a penny on a train waiting for my judgement day . Baby Girl you're a star , don't let em tell you you're not . Happy Birthday Jevel Saravia & Harim Velasquez . The Harder I Fall , The Higher I Can I Bounce Back Up .The prettiest smiles hide the secrets ,the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears , and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain. You Never Lose By Loving You Always Lose By Holding Back . I just wanna be with you forever . The Day You Become Mine , I Became Yours . I Don't Want Nobody Else , I just want you . I want be your favorite hello & your hardest goodbye . Kiss me under the mistletoe :* . Life without you is like a broken pencil , there's no point . Sometimes it's the difficult decisions that mean the most . The way look should be a sin . I got meh a cheech , got me a beach , guess I'm living the life of a queen . Got my report card in the mail  today late afternoon  :( :p . Goodnight everyone .

December 19th

Today was alright :( . You don't know what can happen tomorrow . Life is like a novel ,isn't it ? I'ts filled with suspense . You never know what's going to happen until your turn the page - Sidney Sheldon . Sometimes in Life You Don't Get What You Want . Bitches can compete . I already got first place. This girl Bendianeve wanna talk shit about me and stuff and bringing up my past with Myles again like nah that pissed me off that you started saying that :p i should get her tomorrow but yea she is  so lucky im that nice cause or else i would talk mad shit but i won't . Yea during lunch before the bell was about to ring Carolina was like im gonna tell Myles that you love him then she typed it in her phone . Now i feel like she shouldn't have done that cause of what i told her one time about doing a favor with Kevin  but i still have mad love for you girl  .  Yea idk if he gonna stay anything to me tomorrow during reading because i had math sup which is Math Support (extra math class ) . So idk what im gonna do tomorrow about that i feel like i should skip that class but i don't wanna leave my friend Erica behind . Happy Birthday Jackie Santos , Jacky Rosales & Kobe Howlett . But yea im gonna see what happens tomorrow ? :O .Bored on Pandora . Off this early Goodnight everyone .

December 18th

Today was okay same like always . You Can Hate Me All You Want I Don't Give A Fuck . I'm Happy . I wore a dress to school today . 11 more days until my birthday . 7 more days until X-mas . Happy Birthday Bridgit Mendler & Josselyn . I'm sorry I made a mistake but most of all im sorry I made it with you . I stay high because the world is so low . Our lives are the only meaningful expression of what we believe and in whom we believe . And the only real wealth for any us , lies in our faith .- Gordon B. Hinckley .  Forget The Past and Focus On Your Future . Omg my boo lol Myles hugged me in our reading class ❤, but we don't go out though .Take yourself a picture when I'm standing at mound , and I swear it's going down , I;m just reppin for my town off a cup of CJ Gibson , .man I'm faded off the brown and im easily influenced by the niggas im around .No Matter How Hard The Past . You Can Always Begin Again . Pinky promise that i'll never hurt you , you just got to leave him and i will protect you - Baby Cris . Trust is like an eraser , it gets smaller after every mistake . Goodnight everyone . 

December 17th

Today was okay same like always . Tell me about it . Sometimes it takes a painful situation to make us change our ways . Self confidence is the most attractive quality a person can have . How can anyone see how awesome you are if you can't see it yourself ? -Unknown . Everything has changed . Enjoy life while you can all the haters and the shit takers . Keep your head up, God gives his hardest battles to the strongest soldiers . Take those dreams and makes them all come true . 12 more days until my birthday :) . 8 more days until X-mas . Don't keep promises that you can't keep . No Bullshit - Chris Brown on repeat ❤. I'd rather die enormous than live dormant that's how we on it . Goodnight everyone 

December 16th

Happy Birthday Caleb Justino and Happy Birthday to my ex Jonathan :p . I've Learned That Its Not What I Have In My Life , But Who I Have In My Life That counts .  I'm on my cramps again :( . In my mind im a fighter , my heart's a lighter , my soul is the fluid , my flow sparks it right up . Progress is impossible without change , & those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything . I've Learned  That It's Not What I Have In My Life , But Who I Have IN My That care . Goodnight everyone 

December 11th

Happy Birthday Beatriz ♡ . Today was okay like always :) Carolina & Shyanna was jokes at lunch like i really don't like Justin ,like they need to understand that deadass :p but i still love them but i only had Carolina for lunch toady . Love is our true destiny . We do not final the meaning of life by ourselves alone - , We find it with another . -Thomas Merton . I was born to make mistakes not to fake perfection . Nothing was the same . A smile shines brighter then a diamond . Lesson is never go back to an old love . I remembered  you forgot I cried , You laughed I cared , you didn't  I moved on , you realized .Call me cursed or just call me blessed, if you can't handle my worst you ain't getting' my best. So take me or leave me. I'll never be perfect, but trust me I'm worth it.My words may not impress you, but my actions will.Not gonna let no one bring me down SMILING . 18 more days until my birthday =) . Goodnight everyone . 

December 10th

Today was okay . Had a snowball fight afterschool with Kendra & others at Joseph's casa . Bitch Your Only Alive Cause It's Illegal To Kill You . Take the risk and have no regrets . Lunch always be jokes with them niggas :) . This morning i was being mad stupid because i was saying that there was pee on the floor and me and my friend Ana were laughing but it really wasn't pee it was soda  .“I learned…that inspiration does not come like a bolt, nor is it kinetic, energetic striving, but it comes into us slowly and quietly and all the time, though we must regularly and every day give it a little chance to start flowing, prime it with a little solitude and idleness.— Brenda Ueland .When you put the pieces together and you finally get it Bitches claim that they got " hands " but when its about that time , they be like nah i don't want no problems . Bored :p . Off this early because i have nothing really else to say Goodnight everyone . Btw also Myles touched my hair and called me boo lol ;) 

December 9th

Today was okay . Didn't go to LR again might go tomorrow but i will see how i feel . Happy Birthday Raylynn Carifelle ♡. Doing Science hw . Done with the hw .  Finding happiness should not be seen as finding a needle in a haystack. Happiness is within. Each day is a blessing that brings an abundance of happiness. Therefore, finding happiness should be like finding a gift in a stack of gifts.— Steve Maraboli . This bum was cute trying to hack my facebook like nah boo x: . Spread The Peace . Take it off m lets just touch . 20 days until my birthday :) . I think when you're young you're hoping that this person will be the right one ,  the one you're going to be in love with forever , but sometimes you want that so much you create something that isn't really there . -Johnny Depp . I Rather live telling the truth then be judged for my mistakes . Goodnight everyone 

December 6 .

Today was alright . Didn't hang with them today ended up going straight home because it was raining but usually i would go there but i didn't today .On Pandora bumping :) . Talking to Monica i miss her alot :( . “Once you start recognizing the truth of your story, finish the story. It happened but you’re still here, you’re still capable, powerful, you’re not your circumstance. It happened and you made it through. You’re still fully equipped with every single tool you need to fulfill your purpose.— Steve Maraboli” . Goodnight everyone

December 5th

Today was okay . Hanged with my niggas again :) . Happy Birthday Kiyon & Obey Diamond Cx .Double Period today x: . Say you're moving on , well I guess that' the motion . Live for today , plan for tomorrow , party tonight . We are all ordinary . We are all boring . We are all spectacular . We are all shy . We are all bold . We are all heroes . We are all helpless . It just depends on the day - Brad Meltzer . Goodnight everyone .

December 4th❤

Happy Birthday to my boos Nikita & Erica ❤ . Hanged out with my niggas today :) . Can't wait till my birthday in 25 days  ❤  . Myles said hey to me again c: ;). Bumping (y) . Today i saw i thot list that someone showed me on their phone in the boys bathroom during English 10th period .The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know . One fake friend can do more harm than 10 enemies. Yea im hurt deep inside but rather not slow it and just smile our most significant opportunities will be found in times of greatest difficulty . -Tomas S . Monson . Now my life is sweet like cinnamon like a fucking dream i'm living in . You make me so happy . Please don't go . Trust Nobody . You're the reason I smile now . I can careless what you , or anybody else says . I just have to move on , even though I don't want to . A confident girl is never jealous . Don't judge someone you don't know . Goodnight everyone . 

December 3rd

Today was good . I was drunk at lunch with my friend Carolina but mainly me cause the french fries i was eating was wired but the stupid  part was that i kept eating them like they tasted good but really they didn't . Carolina was like ...  you know you like Justin your just not admitting and your turning pink then i was like no. im turning purple . Then this dumbass Zion sike nah was calling Justin i was covering my face and shit . She was like he is blushing like nah girl but you know i love you girl :) . “A mistake is always forgivable, rarely excusable and always unacceptable.—” Robert Fripp.  I also was thinking that my ex crush Justin was a stripper cause the way he was standing i was done  . Goodnight everyone 

November 26th.

Today was okay . Bored like always http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0oLeRxf5ik Like and comment also share this video with your friends . “This is our story to tell. You’d think for all the reading I do, I would have thought about this before, but I haven’t. I've never once thought about the interpretative, the story telling aspect of life, of my life. I always felt like I was in a story, yes, but not like I was the author of it, or like I had any say in its telling whatsoever.— Jandy Nelson. Goodnight everyone 

November 20th .

Today was okay .“If you just go with the flow, no matter what weird things happen along the way, you always end up exactly where you belong. ~Tom Upton . Went to the deli with them again . No school tomorrow and Friday because i have parent - teacher thing on both days . Omg my bestfriend was like .... This guy in 11th grade like her i was like oh shit ooh kill em lol then she told me that name i was like who that ? yea she gonna tell me more on Monday yup . Once I stop giving a fuck about you good luck getting that back . Live Everyday Like It's Your Last . Happy Birthday Taniya :) .  I hoped you enjoyed your day even though i didn't see you in school today but i see on facebook that you were there but yea your going ghost like we used to be mad close in elementary then everything changed and you made new friends since then :( . My cousin and aunt are coming to visit this Saturday ! . Goodnight everyone will write more tomorrow . 

November 19th .

Today was alright . No break again like Friday :(. “Today is a new day. Hiding from your history only shackles you to it. We can’t undo a single thing we have ever done, but we can make decisions today that propel us to the life we want and towards the healing we need.
— Steve Maraboli” . No matter who you are , where you're from or what your race , gender , sexual or planetary orientation is , remember this universal truth . Went to the deli with Kendra , Britaney & Derrick :). If your heart is in it and you're willing to work hard enough , you'll make it (whatever you perceive it to be . Dreaming for you :x . Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn't know you left open . Feeling lost .In the end , it's not going to matter how many breaths you took , but how many moments took breath away . Goodnight everyone . I'm kinda upset that my paper ripped in the washing machine :( .