October 17th 😭😭💀

Cramps shit 😒. Now I deadass don't have a sister anymore 👯 😭just because I sat on her ex"s lap but it was mistake like she knows I would never hurt her 😪. It was deadass not my fault I got up right away because I know how stupid I was to do that to her . All I know is that her ex better have said more because I really love her to death like she is the only person I always can go to and knows a lot about me😥. Feeling like cutting myself again 💀🔪. Project due Monday 👎. Watching Family Guy♥️. I don't know what to do anymore 😔. In pain but not bleeding heavily which is very weird ? . Head kinda hurts 💢. Everytime I go to N.p something always happens with me involving with drama like I don't understand . I"m ugly 👽. I guess I'm not going to the Port next Friday 😠. I was always there for her even what happened yesterday and other times too. I always had her back while everyone else in her grade didn't and was talking shit /being fake to her . I always gave her food 🍕🍔🍟🍗. Watching The Cleveland Show 💙. 7⃣3⃣more days until my birthday 😔. I really don't wanna my sister aka my Bestfriend to be mad at me 💕👯, Now Idk who I'm sitting next to durning Pep Rally next Friday 💀.Goodnight ✌️👎😭.